Happy New Year!

Grrr...I'm not lovin' the new blog editor.  oh well.  i can't really control where the text goes.  When i try and put it at the top of my post...it deletes my Happy New Year picture I put up here for you.  ok...i think i got it now.  anyway...welcome to 2010.  i love the sound of that.  we rang the new year in watching the ball drop on tv.  omg...that is such an old person thing to do.  lol.  i hate going out on new year's eve.  too crowded.  i didn't even like to when i was in my 20's.  so anyway.  we went and saw this new movie called sherlock holmes.  pretty good...but i'm not a real go to the movies kind of girl.  jude law plays dr. watson and he's hot so that was nice!  lol.  i bought this book called The Lovely Bones.  it's a movie now, and that's how i found out about the book.  it's a story told by a girl that was murdered.  she tells it from heaven.  guess who it makes me think of.  yup.  you.  i've been thinking of you a lot lately.  and your sister.  you know...i can't remember if i told you, but she's pregnant again. you two girls wear me out.  i love you.  i have been having some realizations lately about our relationship.  yours and mine.  mine and kelsey's.  and why i hurt so badly over you both.  i ACHE.  i don't really feel like talking about it today.  but soon.  i hope your heaven is wonderful katie.  i love you and miss you.  gotta run.  cleaning the house today.  yuck!  kisses and hugs and smooches and squeeeeeeeeeeze!  i love you!  momma.